Chapter 16

Rufus Gerson that fits , doesn´t it? I think it fits, but sadly it doesn´t matter if it fits or not, because Roof is my son and not Jason´s. I´m surprised that I really wanted to leave Alicia and Roof alone. I thought I love them, but obviously my appetence to go back home is stronger than my love to the both of them. That seems to be a bit cold or heartless to you, but I can do nothing against it. I try to stay strong, I don´t want to hurt them, but believe me, that´s bloody hard. It´s not because of Roof, it´s because of Alicia. She´s got a very difficult personality and me too, so you can imagine how hard this is and not just for me. Sometimes I want to go back to Hastings again, with Roof, but that´s realistic as that Alicia Becomes a model. Oh…and if I´m honest, Rufus Gerson sounds stupid!!!;D