Chapter 8

Oh no! You can´t imagine how much I hate myself. What have I been doing in Hastings ?! Did I went crazy ? How could I have been doing this? This trip didn´t blush my problems away. It might have had made my problems bigger. I just had luck that my parents split up some years ago and I could tell my mum that I did this trip because of them. Now I just have to go to family counseling with my mum and my dad. That´s not a big problem anymore. A bigger problem is that I still don´t know if Alicia is pregnant or not. And it would become a much bigger problem if Alicia is really pregnant. And now I feel sick because I didn´t ask her about that. I stayed at home for the whole day and did nothing but eating and watching TV.